Bring on the Rain

Pictures I took of J yesterday

Like mother Like son- I think this means i point too much:)

I think D is trying to get out of mowing the lawn, sorry D you get several more years of lawn mowing to go:)

-Is this day over yet? I think I ask myself this question 30 x a day:) Seriously I love my job and all but it can be so momentous. I swear I hear typing in my head when I'm sleeping... Okay on to the fun stuff. My friend had her baby boy Monday and he is soo cute! I got to hold him today at lunch and all these memories just came flooding back to me. Every time I walk into that hospital I am immediately taken back 16 months ago. I can still remember everything like it was yesterday. Where has the time gone? I even recognized nurses that were there with me and J but yet have a hard time remembering what I packed J for lunch today (go figure). I wish I known then what I know now. If I could go back in time, I'd tell myself to take it easy. Don't stress so much you'll do just fine, they don't break:) I would remember to savor every moment and take more pictures ( but first I would have remembered to get the camera :) I didn't bond w/ J right away you know those teary moments you see on Lifetime that was definitely not me. I was just so overwhelmed with everything that I didn't get to enjoy everything like I should have. This is not to say that I didn't love my son from the very beginning and loved everything about him we just weren't on the same page right away. Holding that little baby boy in my arms today made my desire for another one grow stronger by the minute. How quickly you forget all the weight gain of pregnancy, not being able to sleep on your stomach,indigestion from everything,doctor visits galore and then when the baby comes... sleepless nights,spitting up,burping,crying,anixety,cost of formula,bottle washing,baby food(yuck)..... But one day when its time D and I will happily do it all over again. Why? Cause they are worth every second of it! I think i've finally convinced D to have 4 LOL

The age old question "when are you going to have another one?"

Here's the timeline of questions you get asked in your lifetime:

"when are you going to get engaged?"

"when is your wedding?"

"When are you going to have kids?"

"When are you going to have more kids?"

-not sure whats after this cause I haven't gotten there yet, i'm just content where i'm at now.